This is a poem but it totally screwed up my format on the poetry page because of some of the really long lines, so I need to post it here instead. Written while I watched the film Regarding Henry (excellent movie).

Regarding Henry's Wife 


Phantom images, memories,

Daydreams and aspirations

Parade around inside my brain's

Deepest desires and bear your features,

Your voice,

Your face,

Your God-sent touch

And make me miss you

As if I didn't already

For all you are,

For all you will be,

For all we could be,

Make me irresponsible,

Saying things I shouldn't say,

Make me want you more

And I already wanted you plenty.

All the words I want to say,

All the words I want to hear

But have no business hearing,

Saying,

Desiring.

But still the longing like the fist of Atlas

Grips my heart

And I have no right to reach for you

But I do and I have no right to grip your memory

Like I lifeline

But I do...

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I shouldn't but I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do

I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I do I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO IDOIDOIDOIDOIDOIDOI!DO!I!DO!I!DO!I!DO!I!DO!I!DO!IDO!IDO!IDO!IDO!

But I do