I might ramble here a bit. But I'm just speculating.
When Mr. Marine and I were talking, I had told one of my friends that I could see us staying the way we were forever. Never really settling things, just going through life as a huge part of each other's lives, in contact, never committing but never leaving, and that I kinda liked the idea. It was very 'us.' It had been working fine to that point and I really liked the idea. Well, Mr. Marine and I don't talk anymore but I still like the idea...
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I know it's been forever. I've been really busy with school and everything, but I just want to sum up some stuff.
GOD IS GOOD. He has been doing so much in my life since I was on last! I'm about to upload at least twelve poems, all written in the last month. Since I stopped talking to a certain Marine. And it would be a pointless and pathetic lie to say it hasn't been hard, that even last night, if I hadn't been with some people I didn't know that well, I would have cried a little bit (origin...
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It's almost one in the morning.
I've been watching the Ouran High School Host Club.
For hours.
Maybe I'm a bit of an otaku.
But that's not what this is about.
I've learned something recently.
About relationships
And longing
And I guess just affection in general.
Don't worry.
I'll start writing in normal paragraphs and sentences somewhere in here.
Probably.
Anyway.
It's almost one in the morning.
Did I say that already?
I did.
Bear with me.
I finish episode 22,
And Kaoru's realizing that his brother is leaving ...
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So in James 2, the Bible says that even if we live perfect lives, if we mess up once, we've basically trashed the whole law and we're guilty of all of.  In the sermon on the mount, Jesus says that to hate someone is the same as to murder them, and to lust after a woman is the same as to have slept with her.  And a lot of people stumble with this, because surely murder is worse than anger! ... right? Well, isn't it??
Well I finally worked it out in my head last night. The statement I am about ...
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Alright! So in about a month, I will be heading off to... *take a deep breath and drumroll* .... BOB JONES UNIVERSITY!!!!! WOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
     Yep, I'm heading off to college. And, as can be expected as a nursing major freshman to be, I am.... very very afraid. BUT also excited! Cause I met one of my roommates at orientation, also a freshman, this awesome crazy chick named Ashante who reminds me of one of my best friends in the world, Amber, who will be staying home. So I'm excited about tha...
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The thing about time... It flies.

 

Everyone says that, but then you're like, really? Because I'm meeting someone at two for sushi and that time just won't seem to fly up and meet me. But then you think,

 

Hey, remember last year?  Some friends and I went up to the beach for my birthday but first we stopped at Olive Garden and we wanted the same waiter we had when we did the same thing the year before, when my mom made the poor guy sing and he turned beet red. He wasn't working though so we chase...

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Anyone like photography? Are you the photo taker, or just the photo viewer?  Either way, isn't it so cool when the picture has one point of crystal-clear focus and everything else in the shot is super blurry?  It really shows you what's important to the photographer, doesn't it?  Everything in the background and surrounding is undetailed, indecipherable, but we typically don't think to think about that part, because there's a perfect shot of something else for us to study and set our minds on...
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A sure-fire sign that someone reads too much fiction is that they believe that every little thing is important.  Example: You and your friend are at the mall.  Your friend is wearing a shirt which boasts a black cat and a quote from Edgar Allen Poe on perversity.  A tall, attractive guy with black hair and snakebites walks up, says that he loves Poe's story The Black Cat, and proceeds to give your friend his number.  Before she can put the number into her phone, but after the guy leaves, she ...
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I called this the most random blog yet because I decided to make it five seconds before I got on the site to make it. There is no point beyond passing my time. It will be whatever happens to flow out of my mind and through the fingers, into the keyboard and onto this here screen you're looking at right now. Enjoy.
I've been very obsessed with fairy tales lately. I think it's cause I'm kinda frustrated... cause there was this guy I really liked and he was really awesome- like, Spanish guitar a...
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